Dear XYZ...

We are friends, no doubt. We have an intricate bonding. But then, why do you have to do this to me? Why do you ignore and avoid me? What do you gain by doing this? I don’t harm you in anyway; in fact I take good care of you. But still, why do you always prefer going away from me when I desperately need you? I know you are dying to get a break from my grasp. But I don’t think it’s under my control. You don’t know how disappointing, upsetting and hurting it is when you fail to do your duty every time. Don’t you know that avoiding someone for no reason is very hurting? I might have burdened you a lot at times but I promise I din’t mean to do it. I had no other choice. I am happy that I am going away from here for 5 days; at least I can reduce your burden to some extent. There is no need to bear the double sided pain as a result of the stress I force upon you. I am setting you free from my grasp for a week at least. After all, you will get to rest a lot when I am away from this place. You will get the drive to be cheerful. Its time you understood that you mean a lot to me and that I need you to cooperate for me to lead my life peacefully.
Why do you find it so difficult to take me seriously for once? You keep playing hide-and-seek with my life. I have felt your importance to the maximum extent in this place. Why don’t we go well with each other? It hurts when you help my buddies whilst you aren’t zealous when it comes to me. We are all of the same phase of life, but then why this disparity and difference of opinion? I fail to comprehend why you draw a boundary to restrict yourself when it comes to me. Will this situation ever change? Will things ever improve? Will I see some light after so many months of darkness?
You are struggling a lot to let me know that i m irritating you a lot by making you remember everything that`s happening in my life! You strictly believe in the motto that time is the healer. But you fail to adapt as time passes by and things get worse. Nothing has improved right from the time I came to this place. I have lost all the hope and faith I had on you. You have failed me more than once after all.
To be continued...